Sunday, September 13, 2015

The struggle GAH!

I hate when you finally feel like everything is coming together and your feeling really good about things happening in your life. And then all of the sudden you get punched in the gut! I was finally feeling like I was getting somewhere with being able to put away a good chunk of money into my savings and also be able to give my parents some "rent" money to help them out with bills and stuff. All of the sudden you get told by your biggest expense the lovely daycare that they are going to be raising their prices and your child has to be full time to keep your daycare spot. FML!! I now have to pay $220 more a month in daycare and there really isn't much I can do about it at this point it's what Most daycares around here charged and I stupidly am not able to get subsidy for daycare which I would essentially have daycare totally covered if I did because I don't work a 9-5 job my job usually starts at 2 so they won't cover daycare. Awesome! Not! So this is where being a single mother and the total supporter sucks ass! I just keep telling myself that I'm going to come out on top and I will prevail I will make it! But OMG I can't deal with anymore curve balls or expenses cause as well as this lovely increase I also have a ton of dental bills about to come up if I do actually go to my appointment which I am strongly thinking about cancelling it at this point cause this momma is pretty broke right now. 

Friday, September 11, 2015

Doing things for myself!

So lately I haven't been doing anything for myself. Everything has been working working working some more taking care of my awesome daughter doing more work and so on and so fourth. I really haven't been taking care of myself the way I should be. I wasn't wearing makeup basically I would make sure my kid looked cute and I would walk out of the house looking like a hobo. I would throw my hair up in a bun or pony no makeup and go to work. I was feeling pretty shitty and not pretty at all. I finally decided the other day that enough was enough and I need to do more for myself especially with my life getting so busy I need to keep onto of making myself feel good and healthy. Therefore I went and got some new stuff which I will blog fully about in another post but I got a face cleansing water and moisturizer. Some new make up which I love!! Which I will also put in another blog. And the best of all I started blogging again. I even took the time yesterday to do my nails which I'm pretty happy with!

I also love! My new mug that I got at chapters for $8 😁. The next step in improving my life is to start eating better and get into a workout routine. 
I'm also currently trying to save up for a down payment on a house for L and myself cause I want to finally be independent. Business is picking up which I am so excited about and I'm really just working my ass off these days to bring in as much as I can to help make the best life for L. Fingers crossed it keeps staying busy and gets even busier next year! 

Tuesday, September 8, 2015

It's been a while

Well it's been a while since I last posted on here. I've been trying to figure out my life and spending as much time as I can on my daughter. I've started to become very busy in the last few months with both my jobs it's stressful but great. Life is starting to go in a direction that I am happy about and I'm really looking forward to it becoming so much better.  There is so much to look forward to! 

She's so sweet!

Oh what a day today has been! Today my dad asked if L and I wanted to go to the store with him. I of course said yes because your girl loves...