Been lost

Well as you can all tell I haven't written in a while. I'm sorry about that I just really haven't had time. I have been so busy with work and with Love its been crazy I hardly have time for myself. Oh wait that's right I don't have time for myself! I haven't been out in I don't know how long. I feel like I'm going to treat myself one of these nights to dinner and a movie on my own just to get out of the house. First I have to get my work done which I should probably stop writing this and get back to. I will try and get back at it on here and post some more stuff in a short while.

Just Haven't Had The Time!

I just haven't had the time to get on here and keep up with posting between 2 jobs and a toddler and keeping everything together I just haven't had the time. Today we went to support my dad as he participated in a charity event. I am very proud of him for all her does, Love was a little tyrant and didn't behave very well to say the least she had a melt down in the middle of a entrance to a parking lot because she wasn't allowed to walk by herself. She is super cute and I am loving every minute I get with her!

Sorry

Sorry I haven't posted in a while I have been so busy with my daily life and struggling with my little as she is being a pain in the butt she is refusing to change her clothes its driving me nuts.

The single parent struggle

I am a single mother I don't get help from my daughters (sperm donor) as we call him. He hasn't seen her since she was 7 months old and even then he had only seen her a few times before then. I live with my parents because I can't at this point afford to live on my own between daycare and diapers there is just no way I could swing it. I'm currently trying to save up for a down payment on a house so that I can move out of my parents house I don't want to have to share a bedroom with my child when she is 3 or 4. I hate the situation in in but I wouldn't trade my daughter for the world. I got paid today and as soon as that was in my account it was gone. I'm thinking I need another job or something but then I hardly see my girl as it is. I just really need my business to start bringing in more money to make me feel better about everything. I'm hoping that it will get really busy soon as the weather gets nicer so hopefully in the next month or so. 

Getting my Sh*t together

Finally getting my Sh*t together! Went the other day and got my G1 license its been a long time coming and I've been needing to do it for years. Finally convinced myself that no time was like the present. Next on my list was to get mine and Loves room organized yes we share a room it's hard but there are no other options right now. I'm switching things around from being baby friendly to toddler friendly setting up a play area and places for her to put things away to start a cleanup chore type system. At this point Love is pretty good at cleaning she loves throwing things in the garbage which at times can be a problem she tends to throw things away that shouldn't be but we are working on that. Well better get back to this whole organizing thing before time runs out. 

Work

My child is so much fun right now she does silly little faces and laughs her ass off at the dumbest things. She's always wanting to dance and fool around and I hate that I have to miss out on this most days. Love goes to daycare during the day so In the morning I have maybe 20 minutes with her if I'm lucky. Then on a normal day I wouldn't see her till the next day due to the fact that I work mostly nights. I love when I get to make my own hours at work and can come in at 8am and leave to go get Love from daycare and have the night to spend with her. I'm hoping that in the next few months I can start working more days so I have more time with my girl. Plus then I'm not feeling like I'm sending my kid to daycare for nothing. 

What I'm listening to!

SO I thought I would do something a little different. The other day I decided to download some new music as I haven't done that in a really long time and my music was in dire need of updating. So heres  a list of what I'm currently listening too. Warning it may not be your taste in music!

- Budapest by George Ezra
- Work Song by Hozier
- Believe by Mumford & Sons
- Bungalow by Scott Helman
- Sound of your heart by Shawn Hook
- Rule the world by Walk off the Earth
- Hopeless Opus by Imagine Dragons
- Geronimo by Sheppard
- Stolen Dance by Milky Chance
- Take me to church by Hozier
- I'm so sorry by Imagine Dragons

So this is what I'm listening too I did download the whole Hozier Album and Imagine Dragons Album they are 2 of my favourite artists right now Imagine Dragons being the top! Seriously in love with Imagine Dragons but not in the stocking sense just in the I love there music and listen to it more than anything else. Well I hope you find something you like in this list!!